Okay, I have a crush on this guy named Brian. Only one word describes him and it's HOT. *LOVE He's about three years older than me but I hang out with him a lot because he's my best friend's brother. I text him a lot. Anyway, I liked him [my friends say I LOVE him *DROP ] for about.. three years? I want to tell him, and confess but there's a tiny problem. He has this pretty girlfriend. Her name is Lauren. Oh and another thing, Lauren has this BIG problem with me. The first time I saw her, I awed at her. *EYES She had pretty green eyes with wavy, long brown hair. I thought I'd get along with her, but then when Brian went somewhere, Lauren just got in my face. *OMG She pushed me to the wall and I swear to God she was the devil. *NOOO Lauren started to say, "Don't get near Brian." I replied, "Why?" And then she gave me a dirty look while saying, "You know why. I know you like him. Don't get near him or you'll regret it." *SHOCK I was shocked. But I fought back saying, "So? He'll won't like me back. Don't talk to me like that or else you'll regret it." Then Brian came back and put his arm around Lauren's waist, kissing her. I was so angry. The next day, I didn't say a single word to Brian. He tried texting me like, "Why are you avoiding me?" and "What's wrong Sar-Bear?" [Sar-Bear's my nickname to him] I wanted to cry, I really did. I was so mad at him for some reason. I don't know what to do. I was thinking about this all day and my head hurted.. *CHOMP

*CHOMP Lauren sounds annoying.*SANDAL I know people like her, but she's not evil, she just wants to keep her boyfriend. My advice is, which you won't like, just give up on Brain. Obviously he already has a girlfriend and is older than you. Plus, if you do that, it shows that you love him so much that you want him to be happy and if he's happy with her, then problem solved. (Please don't hate me after this *EYES) I hope it all works out in the end~! *ROLL Good luck! *GOOD

*SIGH I know whatcha talking about. It's really hard to stop liking him[I mean, come on, I liked him for three years]. His friends usually tell me that he likes me but I ignore them. Part of me want it to be true but I don't listen to rumors. Anyway, I met up with Brian after I posted up my first post. I was quiet, which was very very rare, and he looked really worried about me. *ROLL I was happy but then I remembered Lauren. Now, I live in AZ and we have some big chilly winds. Anyhoo, a BIG wind came around, earning a shiver from me. Brian took off his jacket and gave it to me. *LIE I nearly was about to cry. So, then I told him I had to go and he hugged me. I was about to go until he grabbed my wrist and said, "Sar-Bear don't be sad okay? I'll listen to you if you wanna talk sometime." Oh my gosh. I ran away from him. *RUN I cried while walking to my house and finally noticed I still had his jacket.. *NOOO Now, my life is hard on me.

*EYES This situation just gets harder and harder for you , doesn't it? Well! Since that advice didn't help-- Confess and don't even care whether he has a girlfriend or not. Be confident and tell him about your 3 year love and I'm sure he'll understand!!! *ROLL Good luck!!! *GOOD

*SIGH
I know how it feels like, loving somebody for a long time, without getting liking back *NOOO

Lauren is seems really mean!!, don't be scared of her, i think she can't do nothing against you!!, you're the boss!! *EVIL *XD

About Brian, consider telling him the truth about your feelings, 'cause it'll make you cry more if you stay like this, fighting with Lauren and after that seeing Brian and Lauren kiss each other

I'll root for you!! *EYES *ROLL gambatteh!!!

*SIGH I kind of avoided Brian today. I mean I wanted to talk to him, but Lauren was clinging on to him all day. When it was lunch, Brian came up to me with Lauren and asked why I was avoiding him and that he was really worried. *ARM I was touched. But then, Lauren was like, "Ooh, you know what? Maybe I should talk to her alone Brian. You know, talk to talk with girls." I swear, that my eyes would have and could have just popped right there. Brian smiled at me and then turned away to his group of friends. Lauren looked at me like she wanted to say something in my face really badly. *WHAT For a minute, I was really mad. But then she said, "Talk to Brian, hang out with him." *EH She continued, "I'm sick of him worrying about you. He was talking all day about you and I can't take it anymore. Just do whatever you do with him so, that he can shut up." *CHOMP I agreed and went to go to talk to Brian. He seemed really happy when I talked to him. Ok, well we're texting each other and he wants to see me for some reason. I told him to meet at our park in about a hour. But he was like, "No. Sooner. What about in 20 minutes?" I agreed and now I'm waiting for that 20 minutes to be over. Uggh.. *DROP

*EYES The story just gets better and better~ This is better than a manga~ *LOVE *XD (I'm sorry, but it's true~) So! I hope it goes well and be positive of the outcome~ Maybe he'll ditch Lauren and end up dating you *HMMM Or, he'll just talk to you and that's it *DROP (I'm sorry, I'm trying to be nice here~ *SIGH ) I hope it goes well! (Please don't hate me!!! *NOOO ) Good Luck~ *GOOD

*SHOCK ... I'm so shocked right now. I met up with Brian at the park and when I got there, he hugged me really tightly. I ended up hugging back [because I loved it! *LOVE ]. In my mind, I was about to confess to him after we broke the hug but when I was about to talk, me and Brian started at the same time. We looked at each other and started laughing. But then he got all serious. *?? *OMG It kind of scared me but he was like, "Do you have something to say?" I nodded, and he asked, "Do you mind if I go first?" Again, I shook my head, sat down with him next to a tree and started chatting. Brian started to talk about Lauren. =___= I listened and it turns out that Lauren was really mad at Brian. They got in this fight and it looks like Lauren was going to break up with Brian. "What was the fight about?" I asked. Then he looked up and hid his face. "You." I screamed out, "WHAT?!" *SHOCK He laughed at me while I had my horror face on. It was pretty funny now that I look back. *XD But anyway, I scooted back to him and said, "Why were you guys fighting over me? I'm not a kid." He looked around the park and then he confessed. Like seriously. He CONFESSED. The confess where he LIKES me. He told me this, "Sarah, you know today how I was worried about you? Well, after you talked to Lauren, and went back to class, me and Lauren skipped class." I thought, Geez that's so like him. But he continued saying, "Lauren asked me why I was so worried about you. At first, I said because you were my best friend and stuff. But then she got mad and started saying that there was something more than that. I was confused. I mean, I'm a player." Again, I thought, That's so right. "I didn't know what was like and love. I thought it I ever did have a soul mate, I'd miss her because I'm such a dork.. Lauren kept going on and on about you and she said that you were a little, preppy slut. When I heard that, I snapped. I slapped her on the face and she started crying. I went back to class and started thinking about you." *SHOCK He stopped talking and looked at me. My face was red. I could even feel it and I was so happy. He smirked [Uggh, I hated it but now I think it's HOT *LOVE ] and went closer to me. I squeaked, because I'm not that normal with this. Usually I don't get a lot of confessions from the guys I like. Brian knows that and he was teasing me. *DROP *GLINT He came really close to my face and it was my turn to surprise him. I kissed him right on and hid my face with my hands. *XD After that, he walked home with me and then asked, "So, we're going out right?" *SHY He kissed me on the forehead and then said to take my time to answer. Geez, for a player, he's really good at this.. *DROP

@Ambreen: To think about this again, it really does seem like a manga... I guess manga situations really do happen in life. *EYES

*HMMM I was right about the 'ditching Lauren' deal~ *ROLL I think I'm psychic~! *GLINT *XD It's good that everything turned out well~! Good luck in the near future~! *GOOD (I give awesomish advice these days!~ *GLINT ) *XD

*XD *EYES Yes you do! *ROLL Thank you!~ I couldn't tell any of my friends because they really don't come up with good advice at all. *DROP *NOOO But now I have a place to tell my troubles too!~ *ROLL

Saraaah!!! *LOVE *LOVE
You can tell everything to us right!!! *EYES *EYES *ROLL

I'm SOOO GLAD HE BROKE UP WITH LAUREN!!!!!!!!! *ROLL *LOVE
This turned out very well after all didn't it *HMMM

I'm happy for you!!! *LOVE , i hope you and Brian stay together aalways X33 *XD

*YAY I know I can tell you guys everything haha. *XD Oh okay, so today at school, Brian came to pick me up. *LOLZ I was so happy. We were talking and then all of the sudden, Brian was like, "Sarah, when you kissed me, wasn't that your first kiss?" Moments of silence.. *EH I totally forgot about that lol. He came over at my house and we did our homework together. Then we went swimming with some of our friends. *XD *LOVE *ROLL I love this! *XD

That's great to hear!~ *ROLL *XD We, as in most people here at SH, are always helping~! I want to say the same things as Neko-chan, but she beat me to it *DROP *XD So, all I'll say it good luck and have a wonderful time with Brain~! *GOOD *ROLL

Wow, that sounds like what happend to Kisa (my friend, yes I know her in real life and she is a great person) but anyways Im so happy for you *ROLL That Lauren girl was a real b****. I hope things can stay happy cuz it would suck if it didnt, I hope that doesnt jinx you cuz that happens when I say I hope everything stays happy *RUN
Everyone here gives such great advice compared to me *DROP

YAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! *LOVE *ROLL
HAhaha, the moment of shock *XD
I'm glad you had fuuun *ROLL


@Ann-chan: awww, don't think so *EYES

*ROLL Hehe. I love all of you guys!... Not in a creepy stalker way though.. *DROP By the way, I haven't been spending any time with Brian these days.. I have so much homework from school and Brian always has these hip-hop lessons to go to.. *NOOO I usually go to them with him but math homework is being such a pain in the butt. *NOOO

*SIGH I know what you mean~ I have a lot of math homework usually~ *DROP *XD I always end up doing it, but it's pretty hard *CHOMP *XD (This is Ambreen here, obviously, but I was too lazy to log in~) *XD Anyways, I hope you get through the hard homework~! *ROLL

*XD
Love you too *LOVE (as a friend ofcourse *ROLL )
Well, i'm sure you guys will find time to hang out together *LOVE

*XD
I already posted--- aka Ambreen, but I wanted to post again~!
I hope you guys have a great time together and that everything goes well~! *ROLL

*XD Yeah. I hope so too lol. *ROLL Oh I'm so excited! I'm finally glad school is over!~ Brian asked me to go ice skating with him. *LOVE I'm so happy, I can barely even wait. Ask my friends at school, they've been complaining that I've been talking about it too much.. *DROP [But i know, they're just jealous.. Jk] *XD

Good luck at the Ice Rink~! *GOOD ~

YUP!!!
Good luck *GOOD *XD
Actually, my hobby is figure-skating *EYES so i hope you have loots of fun *GLINT *XD *EYES

*CHOMP Okay, today at the ice rink was so hard. I love skating but there was these guys [who play hockey] speeding away and I couldn't really skate much without Brian by my side. *NOOO *DROP I saw a bunch of girls checkin' out Brian and they gave me death glares.. *OMG It scared me.. *DROP And you wouldn't believe what happened after that. This blonde girl came up [btw: VERY VERY PRETTY] to Brian and chatted with him.. I felt like I wasn't even there.. *NOOO THEN, she asked for his cell number! *SHOCK I was mad and shocked at the same time and then Brian looked at me. He was like, "Well, you'll have to ask my girlfriend if you can." The blonde, she glared at me then smiled sweetly. Like a creepy you're-so-dead look. *SIGH *SHOCK She then said she had to go and she kissed him on the cheek. I was so mad that I was about to jump on her and just rip her hair out.. *OMG *DROP

*GLINT This story just gets better and better~ --- Please excuse my rudeness *EYES Anyways, I really hate it when other girls get near the guy I like or anything like that-- (Maybe because I'm very possessive and the jealous type)--- and I would definitely rip that girls hair out *GLINT or at least trip her by accident *EVIL ---- Anyways, take charge of your position as his girlfriend! Don't take over his life and be the most annoying girlfriend that calls him every 5 minutes to check up on him, but be the girlfriend that knows that shes belongs there and can protect her spot~! *YAY *imaginary audience clap at the long and touching speech Ambreen just gave* *XD

P.S. Good Luck in the future~ *GOOD *ROLL

OOooo!!!
You won't propably meet that girl again, if you do, tell Brian honestly what you think about him, tell Brian that you're jealous...!!!!, it'd go to better direction, and maybe something woulda happen if you would tell him *GLINT *EYES

*CHOMP But... But... I don't want him to think I'm the over jealous type girlfriend.. *DROP But he does know what my face expressions say all the time.. I think he gets the message.. *SIGH

I think I read a manga like this~ It's called Deep Love Virus~ It's sooooo good! *LOVE *LOVE *ROLL You should read it, it sounds a lot like whats happening to you--- only in the manga it shows that she starts to like this other guy, but almost same thing *ROLL *XD

*EYES Really?! I need to read that! *XD Oh boy! I'm going to check that out now! *GLINT

*SHOCK Oh my gosh. I reading the Deep Love Virus manga online and it's so weird!! It's real! And and and... It just is! It's creeping me out lol. *DROP It just seems like someone sent a stalker for me and just drew that manga all up! *NOOO

See!!! I told you!!! *XD *XD I thought it was just soo weird that someone has a manga-type life!~ *ROLL *XD Still, it's funny how it's the same~

*CHOMP At least only the first part is kind of like my life.. Dude, what if that manga foretells the FUTURE?! *SHOCK *OMG I'm going to freak out on my computer if it really does happen. *NOOO

*XD *XD Poor you-- The manga seriously reminded my of you and so I posted it~ *ROLL It was really funny~ *XD I remember one manga that wass too much like my life!!! I was like *SHOCK It's called 7th period or something~ *ROLL *XD

*MDANCE Ooh! I know that one! Aw, that was so cute!~ *ROLL I loved that one! It's so totally sweet and lovey-dovey. *LOVE

Yeah~! *ROLL I know! But the girl was like me in the beginning and I act like just like her! or so I used to!~ *XD Now, I act more like Haruhi from Ouran High School Host Club~ *ROLL

Amaziiing how manga can be like your's life!! *XD *XD
I'm gonna read that "Deep Love Virus"-manga *LOVE

And that 7th period manga was really cute too <33 *LOVE, but ambreen...., are you in love with a teacher *SHOCK ? *XD

*SHY Yeah, but so is Angel-san~ *EYES *XD Some teachers are just too hot *LOVE *NOSE *XD Plus, he had a British accent~ *LOVE

What do you mean by brittish accent? Yorkshire? London? Posh? Glaswiedgen(sp?)? Doric? Skye? Aberdonian? Hoic-ish? Lewis?
Now I have to read this.

His family was from England and so he still had that wonderful accent and he was DROP DEAD GORGEOUS! *GLINT *NOSE *LOVE *XD Gosh, if only he didn't move to Chicago *SIGH I loved him sooo much~ *EYES

*XD Dude, all of my teachers are U-G-L-Y! *SIGH One of them, my social studies teacher, is a total prev. *CHOMP I can never fall in love with a teacher.. I remember when I was in 3rd grade, there was a REALLY REALLY HOT GUY STUDENT TEACHER. *LOVE *LOVE I just remembered him LOL. *XD Oh, and Brian is acting a little weird around me lately. He spaces out a lot while looking at me and I always snap my fingers in his face. He kind of jumps and says sorry all the time. *?? I also asked him what's wrong but he said that it was nothing, just didn't get enough sleep. *SIGH I think he's really lying to me.. He won't even walk me home.. *NOOO *OMG

*SHOCK NO!!! This is bad!! You need to get him to talk or at least pay attention to you!! *NOOO The manga always falls in some place and life goes on *SIGH *EYES But, please try your best!!! Good luck! *GOOD